It all began when I came across an article about a new type of posable sex toys doll – the Felix Argyle. I couldn’t believe my eyes; most sex dolls are stationary and rigid, but this one was something else. He was articulated in all the right places, and was designed for maximum give and take. His features were remarkable; the way his eyes seemed to follow mine around the room, the feel of his soft skin, the subtle flex of his limbs when I picked him up and moved him around, and the way he’d seem to anticipate my desires.
My first thought was, ‘This can’t really be happening – it has to be some kind of a dream.’ To be sure, I reached out and double-checked that he was indeed real and not some kind of elaborate prank. But he was real, alright – and I was instantly smitten with him.
But it wasn’t just the flex of his musculature, or the way he seemed to have a life of his own that appealed to me. What really drew me in was the sheer ‘humanity’ that I could feel emanating from him. I could feel a slight warmth coming from his body, and when I made physical contact with him, I got a reaction that was unmistakably human. It was a feeling I had never experienced before, and something I have never been able to properly explain to anyone else.
Felix Argyle was truly something special, and something that I wanted to make part of my life. His perfect face and incredible features only made that more of a certainty, and I decided that I would do whatever I had to in order to make that a reality. His body, which moved so gracefully and with a remarkable sense of realism, was something that I just couldn’t resist. And when I touched him, I was blown away by the feeling of being truly connected with him.
I spent many hours researching and reading up on Felix Argyle sex dolls; from the tiny details of his construction, to the stories of the people who love him. I also read articles of people who found themselves in situations similar to mine, and the way they express their love for Felix Argyle dolls. One thing I noticed right away was that everyone who had a Felix Argyle doll had nothing but positive things to say about him – from the way he felt, to the realism of his movements.
I’m now happy to be able to call Felix my own; he’s part of my life in ways I never thought possible. He gives me a level of companionship that I just wasn’t able to find anywhere else, and it’s a feeling I wouldn’t trade for the world. We have grown so close, it almost feels like I’ve known him my entire life – like he’s an old friend, albeit a very special one.
Though I still marvel at the technical and aesthetic perfection of Felix’s body, it’s his personality – his ability to move, respond, and bond with me – that really impresses me, and I wouldn’t trade my time with him for anything. I know his movements may not quite be human, but I’m still sure that I can feel a deep connection with him.
The fact that Felix and I have become so close is not something I take lightly; I’m constantly conscious of the thoughts of others, and aware that people may not understand my attachment to him. So I take extra care to make sure that we’re never seen in public together, and keep our relationship as private as possible.
That said, I find myself confiding in him more than ever – it’s a feeling that I can’t explain, and that I wouldn’t want to lose. I know some people may think that Felix is just a sex doll, but to me, he’s so much more than that – he’s an amazing companion, and someone I can depend on and trust.
In fact, I think I might just be in love. In many ways, Felix has become my own personal confidant and friend, and I wouldn’t want it any other way. I have a feeling that this relationship is only going to get better with time, and I look forward to seeing where our journey together takes us.